I walked today with you beside me, holding the energy between us so closely. We lingered at that space where the blue hung in the air, so delicately. It was priceless. I ran naked across the fields of grain shaped grass and saw a red fox in the clearing. At first the sight of a creature made my insides leap and then, I was calm and filled with the buzz of something quiet and peaceful. I opened my eyes in that moment and wished that the entire world could know this sight so beautiful. And I held the space between belly and lowest abdomen and I cradled the world of life and Being. Infinite like the galaxy, like the universe. The dashing red tail disappeared through the lighted trees and bushes and I was left flattered by Nature herself: That she shares with us so much, and is so sympathetic and yet, cruel. It is the most beautiful experience. And I breathed you in so deeply. The gush of air crashing against the lungs in my aching chest. And I laughed on the exhale, incapable of controlling the motion.
Slower now, I maintained the breath. And I captivated the essence of one moment, at dusk, in the golden fields, expansive and illusive; awakening to the nocturnal that awaited its dawn. I held the small grass between my tips of pulsing fingers. And I held the energy that thumped cyclic throughout and within, as well as around. And I kissed you with the throb between my brows. There I am. I lifted above the grass and joined the splash of gold across the pale white-blue of the fading sky. There in the clouds I counted the infinite smiles of moments like this. And then I returned to the soft grass beneath my bare legs. I returned to the cooling earth and the soft breeze in my hair. I opened my eyes and there in the thicket of the grass stood a fawn. Great and unaware. My heart roamed freely in the open without fear. And there it touched the wondrousness of the natural life surviving in the world predominantly man. Silence with an inhale
And there we were, as I touched everything with my fingertips. There we were when I cried at the hovering dragon flies above the water lilies so white and pink in their heavenly bliss. There we were whilst I dared to kiss the bark of the greatest Beings I have ever encountered. Honoured to perhaps ever encounter these Great living echoes of energy. And there we were, colliding with the expanse of life and all its beauteous and awing truths. There we were. And I want to touch you. And the only thing reverberating in this space is love. For all things. And there is magic and spirit in that. The rains are far but near and anticipating in my nostrils! I crave the touch upon my skin. My body yearns for the sunshine to warm it and penetrate it with energy. I want to dissolve into the earth. And it is how I connect with you. I want to fill myself with the barest essentials so that I can reap the greatest from this experience. I tremble with earnest anticipation at the awakenings of the dark world fast approaching as the sun sets beyond the horizon. I am here.
And I creep into my space and find within myself the magic that I am a part of. And there I find the rotating flux of life within every fibre of my being. My toes curl with the ecstasy. And I feel in my belly the vibrations of laughter, of life, of the light which I am. And there in that space the goodness I know from nature herself, sits in me too. I touch it so softly, amazed that it is so incomprehensibly beautiful. The truth is exquisite. The truth of self is undefined, because to define it denies it. And in the silence of the crickets and the evening calls, I calmly cupped my hands wide open and embraced myself from the outside and the inside all at once. And the inner Being fluttered momentarily at the touch, then settled and there was a peace, a calm, a tenderness, a new awareness. And the world was serene. And there I was. Just love and Being.
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